Hello Pool Boy

I walked in from my date last night and couldn't stop smiling. Pool Boy Will is fucking hot. He has the most insane body...huge arms, smaller waist, tight ass stomach...I could not stop looking at him. His face was super cute too, pretty blue eyes, facial scruff, big smile, straight teeth. I honestly didn't expect anyone online to look like him. Down side...he's a fucking pool boy (kind of hot in the sense of fantasy...which I do hope to fulfill...but not for serious I can't really dig him).

Okay so Will...he's a 26th year old father of a lying 9 year old boy and they both live with Will's father and step mom. Ew. I find this all out within the first 10 minutes...I swear if he didn't look like he does I would have thanked him for the coffee and his time and bailed out. But I couldn't. It was weird...I guess I now understand how guys can stick around dumb ass retard girls that are hot. It's this weird magnetic force...I really never understood it until tonight. I will never talk shit about smart fantastic men dating dumb freakin sluts...they truly can't help it.

So we ended up having a lot of things to talk about. He has super yummy tattoos, he's kind of jaded and doesn't like most people (I can play that personality well). We really do get along well...I can tell he thinks he's found a connection with someone...which is cool. I mean I will hang out with him again. I can't not. I mean he's this freakin hot pool boy (seriously new fantasy I cannot explain...okay I can explain it...Will) who is a bad boy...who is everything I'm not supposed to be dating. Ugh. I just want to touch him. He listens to hardcore metal...I just keep playing my version of what would happen if we fucked and it's way too hot and insane to describe. I mean loud crazy metal music, his hot sweaty body, my dirty mind...just ew yummy dirty probably illegal in some states fucking that I don't think I've ever really experienced....ugh I want to touch him.

See I'm sweating right now just thinking about it.

On a side note...Mr. Mark and I spoke when I got home. We're going to get together Sunday night for movie night and pizza. He's so cute.

Fucking pool boy.