Okay so a few updates. I'll start with Stacey the Brit came over last night and we had an amazing evening of sex, sex and more sex. He's seriously incredible. I don't understand why we don't do that more often. I mean it's probably the best sex I've ever had. I know he's not the relationship kind of guy and he knows I'm not interested in him like that. Makes it work really well. He did make a comment about I'm the closest thing to dating he's had in years...um...we fuck like onces every few months...that's weird. Ugh just thinking about the sex right now is driving me nuts. Can't wait until him and I run into each other again.
Okay onto the other men in my life. I went out with David on Friday night. He's adorable. Really sweet, drives a nice car, laughs at my jokes. We went to the Imporv to see Harland Williams (who is hilarious by the way). We went to a few bars after, had sushi. It was a great night. Although I'm afraid he may be a little on the retarded side of things. Seriously...like the short yellow one. Like he kept doing this thing with his hands that I found to be a bit odd. And I'm pretty sure he walks with a limp...which totally threw me for a loop. I mean it brings me back to the guy that had turrets...shouldn't you tell people these frickin things?!??!! Or stop dating online...I feel like it's lying. Anyway he wants to hangout again...not real sure how I feel about this.
On to Hooman. We hung out Saturday night. He's truly amazing. Cute. Intelligent. Funny. We really have an incredible time when we are together. But I'm feeling kind of weird about him because he's the boyfriend type of guy. I would want a relationship with him. I'm not sure how to do that or how I even feel about it. I mean if I don't hear from him all day my mind starts to wonder. That never happens...I usually don't give a shit what a guy is doing and the only time they usually pop into my mind is when they text me or call me. This guy has me thinking about him 24/7. I have no idea where his head is or if he even thinks about me throughout the day...and the fact that I give a shit about that is making me very uncomfortable. He made a comment that he'd like to hangout tonight...if that doesn't happen I'm really going to be disappointed. So back to Saturday night. He came over. We listened to music. Drank some wine. Then the kissing began. I just got chills thinking about it. He is so freakin passionate...it's been a while since I've felt this way with someone. I mean yeah Stacey is amazing in the sack but that's because he knows how to fuck. Hooman is PASSIONATE. Takes his time with a womans body. Ugh I'm out in public right now I need to stop thinking about this I'm starting to blush.
Okay so no idea where my head is at. Do I do relationship or do I do fuck around??? Oh the decisions to be made.
Okay so no idea where my head is at right now.
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