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So I'm completely falling head over heals for someone I've known a week...I cannot believe how I feel about Billy. He just asked me to tell him what's going on in my head...this is what I came up with.


How do I feel about Bill?? Well, as you know I’m not the greatest with
words but this is my attempt to make some sort of sense of how I am
feeling inside. First of all I cannot believe I’ve known you less than a
week. I feel like you are my friend…a close friend. Lying next to you
last night was the most comfortable I have been in a very long time. I
felt happy. I felt safe. I felt peace. I want you to know about all
aspects of my life. I want to create experiences with you. I want to
laugh with you. I want to listen to your stories and giggle in my head
when you get off track and can’t remember where you were going with a
thought. I want to hold your hand. You give me butterflies when we kiss.
I smile when you pop into my head (which is often). I miss you right
now. I like the way you look at me. I like that you call me on my
bullshit and crack jokes with me (and at me). I like that we are so
different and yet share many things in common. You make me want to be in
a relationship (I haven’t been interested in sharing my life with someone
in years). You make me want to be a better person (I really do mean
that…with my career, my family, my health, my heart, my brain). Speaking
of brains I like yours a lot. I would be generally upset if this ended
tomorrow (I got that weird little knot thing in my throat right now
thinking about that). I feel vulnerable with you (that scares me…and I’m
okay with it). I like that you texted my mom (ass). I like you…a lot.