She's back. .

Okay so I was super bummed about Ronnie for a few days...and then I got over it real quick when I went back to the dating lots of fun guys at once. Soooo here's the update.

Baseball Rob: So I met Rob in south Tampa last week and we had a good time. He's incredibly good looking and is in pretty good shape...duh...he's a strength coach for a major league baseball team. I thought we had a great time, had dinner, had a few drinks and then things went sort of silly. My friend Laura met up with us and that sort of pissed Rob off. I didn't exactly invite her but I told her what I was doing and then she showed up...not my fault. Anyway, I got totally shit house (a big no no on a first date) and we sort of ended up going back to his house...it's all sort of a blur from there. I think it's safe to say that I am not going to say I doubt him and I will connect again. He keeps texting but I'm not really sure I'm going to pursue since we did get so shitty on our first date...not exactly a great first impression or the way we want things to go.

Dr. Oscar: So I started dating Oscar several months ago...probably 5 or 6 months ago and we only went out once. Well he randomly texted me last week and we sort of just picked up where we left off. So I went with Dr. Oscar to a party in his neighborhood on Saturday night. We really had a great time. I honestly think he had to have been nervous on our first date because he was an absolute blast this weekend! So the party was an Oktoberfest party that his neighbor was throwing...let me set this up for you...the party way on the golf course, wine cellar, band playing, lots of people, great food...really an awesome party...reminded me a lot of parties my parents use to throw. Anyway so we are having a great time and then he was like let's go spy on the babysitter (yeah he has two boys) so we walk down the golf course and spy on the kids. They appeared to be in bed. So I think that was his ploy to get me alone, in the dark just the two of us...duh hence the get alone thing. So we're chatting it up...having a great conversation...and then we had a moment...and he took full advantage of it. We kissed our first kiss. It was really sweet...he was adorable and giddy after the kiss. So we hung out for a bit longer and then called it a night. We had a serious make out session at my car before I left. So Dr. Oscar is in Boston for the next week having heart surgery and then staying with his parents the remainder of the week so they can nurse him back to health. I really hope things kick start with him. :)

Jolly Todd: I really have no idea what to call him. He's this really happy man in his late 30's...has a kid...his wife passed away a couple years ago. So anyway I met Todd on Eharm...he's actually the first guy I have met from Eharm. So we went and had a drink last week. It went a lot better than I imagined...I thought he was going to be sort of a bore and not really my type...but he's adorable...has his shit together. A lot of fun. Found out last night that he smokes the weed...which is awesome. Anyway him and I are going to the Rays game tonight...we shall see how that goes. He is the least attractive out of the men I'm dating but he really is a lot of fun and there is some serious potential.

Had a random one night stand with some random guy that lives down the block a few weeks ago...I have his name in my phone but off the top of my head I can't remember it. Not really proud of that moment...it was the first true one night stand that I have had in years...it was kind of silly. I don't know why I even mention it...just trying to keep this whole thing real..

Um...I think that's it...for now...more to come. :)

Fucking seriously?

So Mr. Ronnie is moving out of state in two months. What the fuck. I find this awesome man who makes me happy and appears to get me and now he's gone...poof. What a sick joke.

So with that said I picked back up online. I am meeting the first new guy in a few months tonight for drinks. His name is Rob. He works with baseball teams as a therapist or something.

UGH...Here we go again on the man search.

fuck my life.