A month ago

So it's been about a month since I've written anything. I really need to be more proactive in what I'm doing on here.

Let's see...Dr. Oscar and I have been hanging out. Last week I went to his place...we played golf and then he cooked dinner. We ended up in the hot tub that night...and well you can imagine where things went from there. It was weired. I'm not sure thing with him are really going to go anywhere. But I know I have a good friend out of it. He sort of kept talking about his life and how he thinks he's just going to live until the boys are 18 and then take off and do what he wants. He has no interest in getting serious with someone until they are older. So pretty much him and I are just a fling which is okay I guess...I don't know. I've learned that old than 40, divorced with children is a no go. It just doesn't work.

I've been hanging out a lot with my friend Dan lately. He's awesome. I really wish we could be more than friends but he is still trying to get over his ex and dating a bunch of other girls. He's really turned into a great friend though. We go to the Bucs games together we have been going to random events together. But in the end we always end up with one of his girls. It's weird. I mean on paper is the perfect guy but we don't have that connection...I don't know if that makes sense. Maybe in time. Whatever at least I have a great friend out of the whole situation that is fun. :)

I met this guy Adam out on Halloween. He was adorable. He's a bit younger than I like (26). He's going to make a great husband one day. Comes from a good family. Is working on a career. Is good looking. He's a bit cocky but not too much. I don't we went to the movies the other night and then out to a few bars. He ended up crashing at my place...I'm not sure I liked that. I think he's just looking for a hook up at the moment. Which is cool. But I have plenty of those. I think I'll do one more date with him and if it still feels a little too physical then I'm going to sort of lay off.

I was talking to this guy Kevin online for a few weeks. We finally met last week and had an absolute blast. It was a little awkward at first but by the end of the night I really think we hit it off and connected. He smoked which is a lot of fun to know. He's an art director of a couple magazines. Which is kind of a cool gig. I'm not sure where that's going to go. I ended up crashing at his place the night we went out but we both literally passed out. Nothing physical at all. We were supposed to get together on Sunday night but I sort of had a day date that went longer than anticipated.

My day date was with Oliver. Oh Oliver. I really felt like we had a connection beyond most I've had lately. We went to see the Bucs game at a local bar and then we went to the movies/dinner and then he came back to my place to hangout for a bit. He's fucking hot. I mean he's so good looking that the girls at the bar we went to watch the game at kept coming over and staring at him. I'm not sure if that is normal for him or what but it was totally awesome in my head because he was all about me. We were going to hangout last night but I've been having issues with my car and needed to come up to my dads for a few days. We are supposed to hangout tomorrow night on his side of town. We shall see how that goes. A little about him. He's 32, from southern Cali, owns his own home painting business. He went to school for graphic arts and he is an artist for sure. He plays basketball and flag football weekly which I think is awesome. He seems like a really chill lets just stay home kind of guy which I'm totally up for at the moment. I'm trying to get back into shape and going to the bars every night isn't really conducive for that. So I think he may be a good change of pace...if he's as into me as I think I could be about him.

Okay I think that's enough of an update for now.